Writing

Whenever I'm upset or in a bad mood i write stuff down. Like what im feeling or poems that go with what I'm feeling. Some of the people i hang out with are very judgmental and just full of themselves, which i don't like at all. I hate being surrounded by negative people it puts me into a bad mood almost instantly. People that are around me try to tell me what i do wrong and how i should basically be just like them. These kind of statements are most of the reasons why im in bad moods and get upset. I hate it when people tell me to be like them or be something im not, it just makes me feel like I'm not good enough for them the way i am so they want me to be like them. That is something i just cant do, something i wont do, I cant be anybody but me and i dont intend on being anybody else. God made me this way for a reason and it wasn't to be like you, he made me so that I could do something the way I am not to be like someone else. I was made to do something just as you were made to do something too, he made me to do something different than what he made you for. Just because I am close to you and maybe like you doesn't me I should be you, it should mean that i look to you for guidance and come to you with problems, not that I/you should be morphing myself into you. Then if all of this wasnt enough you arnt even what your trying to turn me into, it is who you were not who you are and that isn't what i want to be at all.

Im sorry for anyone who is reading this and confused or upset at what iv said. This was ment tords one person and that person only...................